Spinal cord

I've known it for weeks, but seen with my own eyes
You were with her last night
I promised myself I wouldn't let you get to me
You've made me lose my pride

You don't just break me down and get to live
You don't just dump me in a way that would make the devil proud
Without it getting to you a little bit
And the next girl is already on your cloud

Be honest to yourself, who is she?
Will she last a year or nine?
Or is this a crush thing and is she the next me?
You don't fight for things cause you lack a spine

You told me you don't believe in fairytales
You enjoy the sex for a year or three
Then things will get boring as always
Even if it would have been with me

What if she'll get bored?
She speaks more languages than you'll ever do
What if she notices your lack of a spinal cord?
Will she still be in love with you?

You've never learned to fight for anything
You'll never get anywhere if you give up so easily
Go ahead smile, think you're happy and have your next fling
I guess I should just be happy that girl isn't me