Monday, February 28, 2011

I love you

The nights are dark, feelings are strong
I don't wanna wake up, wondering where I belong
I know exactly where I left us
I don't wanna pick up from there
We know where we went wrong
Can we always stay this aware?
You are my best friend for ever long

Sunday, February 27, 2011

B.

And I wish I could say I don't care what you do
I wish I could say I don't care who'd marry you
But deep down inside I only want one man
To be the father of my children
To be the on for me
Come catch me, Berry

Friday, February 25, 2011

Poepie

You notice when I cry myself asleep quietly
Cause you know everything about me
When I'm without make-up you say I'm sexy
You always know exactly what I need

I feel your love and want to know
If we still have a chance at growing old
Or is my mind like a wolf in sheep's clothes
And are my feelings misleading us both?

You're so sweet, your love so pure
You make me feel very safe and secure
Cause you're so smart and mature
You're heading for a decent future

You embrace my thoughts, even when they're wrong
You accept my words, all my slips of the tongue
I can totally be me, cause you're so strong
You never take the lead, but you'll always carry on

And I want so bad for you to be the man
There ain't a thing you don't understand
You will always be my best friend
I wish we could be in love again

I feel like I'm the wolf in disguise
I swallowed you whole, cause you're so nice
Neither of us knows what to do with our lives
But we don't want to break our heart twice

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Waiting

Sayings like
Good things come to those who wait
Patience is a virtue
Is what I'm always told
Can anybody tell me if they're really true
Or if they're mostly really old?

I've climbed the highest mountains
The biggest oceans, I've seen them all
I make a wish with every star that falls
With every birthday candle I blow
I stopped saying prayers 20 years ago
I want to believe in something

Monday, February 21, 2011

(N)Ever?

Have I given up on love or has love given up on me?
No more fantasies, no more dreams, nothing left to believe
If you can't be the one, than who will ever be?

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

My dear ego (for M&D)

I need someone to keep me on this cloud
And it can't be you cause you always let me down

For my addiction, you give just enough
But never the amount to fully feel loved

You only need me a little bit
You need me enough to keep me addicted

You're more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold
But the sorrow you bring is a sight to behold

I tried you once and thought that I could let you go
I tried you twice and then you owned my soul

I lie to myself to keep this high
I let you possess me and make me blind

The crimes I commit for your narcotic charms
Seem worth the pleasure of being in your arms

I forget my morals and how I was raised
You are my conscience, you teach me your ways

You'll take everything: my guilt, my pride
Cause I'd sacrifice anything to have you by my side

I'm addicted to the feeling that you feed
I'm addicted to the attention I think I need

Tell me that I'm sexy so I think I'm sexy
Tell me that you love me so I can love me

I tell myself you're the only one that can do this
But if it weren't for you I'd find someone else to miss

Cause it's not really you that I'm missing here
It's the feeling of someone loving me dear

I'm addicted to getting attention and cheap thrills
I'm addicted to escaping from work, stress and bills

My ego, my dear ego needs to be fed
My dear ego begs to be misled

I beg to differ: this is mind over matter
Get myself together and kick you out of my head