Saturday, May 23, 2009

Opinionated

I've been carelessly speaking my mind
Been a little arrogant sometimes
Just because I got irritated
But I was way too opinionated

I can't say what I think and expect
That nobody will object
Or that I'm always right
I better sleep on things a night

I speak my mind in a blurt
But when most of my words hurt
They come back to me eventually
I just have to live and learn

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Big Bore

How long must I hold my breath?
How long before I get what I want to get?
Tell me something I don't allready know
You're not the first to say you love me so

There’s nothing we haven’t done before
We’re in the middle of a big bore
Can’t remember the last time I got thrilled
Cause we’re only standing still

How far must I go, ‘till I know,
What’s at the other end of the rainbow?
How long must I climb, ‘till I find,
What I should have had for a long time

My pursuit of happiness,
Seems so hollow and pointless.
The closer I get, the further away it is
How long, ‘till I can really start my life?

Temporary friends

All I've got from those days
Is a smile and a lighter
I wish you the best, you really need it
You're too driven by desire
And I feed it

All that's left are moments
Moments of raging fire
You'll never get much higher
You're not really a fighter
You're just in it for the moment

It's good that it didn't last
I was aware what it meant
You really need the good luck I wish you
You've got more temporary friends
Who'll take you down too.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Partner in crime

I was the one who always said "I know what forever is like"
But now I know I lied
And I found a partner in crime

I was the one who had always already seen the light
But I wasn't right
I have been fooling my own mind

I was the one who always claimed for better or for worse times
But I had no clue what worse is like
Or when the feeling's gone over night.

Endorphines

Everything is boring
You and me, this country
Even the next big thing

The times are changing
But eventually nothing's new to me
It's just history repeating

Is there anything left to explore?
Care less, drink more
Trying to make life more hardcore

It's been so long since
My life was ruled by endorphins
And my heart beat pure adrenaline

I feel a little bitter
Let down by my neurotransmitters
Like I threw out all pleasures with the litter

I need more chemicals
Nine to five ain't my kind of life
I gotta grab life by the balls