The truth is right before you

Sometimes I just want to flee
I am ready for a holiday away from me
I wanna be the best friend I could be

But sometimes you all wear me out
His behavior is without a doubt
What else can we talk about?

We overanalyzed, you're out of your mind
It's no use talking about it, if you're blind
I have reached the point I want to be unkind

I want to say it to your face
You wanna catch him, he only wants to chase
When he gets you, he'll go away, you hope he stays

You wait for him at the bar, you stare at you phone
Isn't it better to go home alone
Than to feel bad about letting yourself go?

Your talk about him is a lot of hot air
You're creating something that isn't there
You think the sex is special, but he doesn't care

When he has had enough, he'll ignore you
He isn't looking for love, he doesn't adore you
He doesn't lie about it either, the truth is right before you

What friends are for

Don't be afraid to lose that facade
To show me a glimpse of your true face
I am your friend and I am here
Not just for the laughter, but also the tears

Cause we all have the same questions on the inside
Is this my best life? Am I living it right?
Is true love that fire and chemistry?
Or is it that best friend, always reliable, but not always as sexy?

We question what job to choose
Why we fall in love with fools, freaks and ghouls
Will we ever know what it feels like?
To have everything all right and live a quiet life

We all feel lonely in our own way
Some feel bad over loves they had and others miss their mother on their birthday
Our hopes and fears are all the same in the end
But for some it's called the mortgage and for others the rent

Is there really anyone in true times of need?
Who can you really trust when it feels like we're all indiscreet?
Some of us need to learn more than one lesson
The truth about friendship and showing compassion

Even though we don't always act like we should
We're there, we care, and our intentions are good
Some of us judge too harshly and some are too sweet
You may get a pat on the head when a kick in the butt is what you need

Some may take you down, when you want to be taken in
Some may judge you hard because they recognize their own sins
Be yourself, no need to pretend, no need to act tough
We’re all just humans looking for warmth, acceptance and love

Someday we’ll combine loving and caring with good advice
So we can give others what they need because we’ve turned old and wise
But in the meantime we all have to learn things trial and error
We fall and get up again, we learn and we mend, that's what we're friends for

Please forgive me if I can’t make the sun shine
I’m just your friend if that’s fine
We’re imperfect, but we’re worth it
Let me make my mistakes and I’ll embrace yours every bit

It’s a struggle to admit, but as long as we don’t quit
Years from now we’ll laugh about it
Weather I adore you, I bore you or our friendship is unsure
We fall and get up again, we learn and we mend, that’s what friends are for

Snow

I walked to you in the snow
It seems like ages ago
We said cheerio

I'm gonna see you again
My most cheerfull friend
You will be back in Holland

But I will come to visit
I'll have to wait for my paycheck
Then I will book my ticket

It seems like ages ago
I remember how I felt walking in the snow
But you cheered me up, that's why I love you so

Cross my heart

My emotions and thoughts surprise me
I think I am reacting like a baby
But you blocked me on facebook, so what are you?
You're nothing but a childish man, a baby too
I don't wanna be resentful, I thought I had matured
I thought I was past this, my ego had been cured
It doesn't hurt, I just don't think you deserve her
Some how you should suffer like I suffered
After all this time I still feel so much hate inside
I cross my heart and hope you die