Nn

Who am I, to need you when I'm down?
But where are you, when I need you around?
The choice is yours and I feel and see
I can't force you into my needs

And I try less black and white
But I don't see you fight
It doesn't feel like you really try
It doesn't seem you care or cry

My dear body

Oh my dear body what's going on?
Haven't I been good for you al along?
Didn't I make sure you could be strong?
But maybe you're not

I lie awake with pain that won't go
The doctor says it's too soon to know
I have to wait and see how it goes
I drive myself insane with my thoughts