Damn

My grass is so much greener
My sun shines a lot brighter
My thing is so much better
I've got my act together

Everybody loves me
I love everybody
You could fit in nicely
But only if you're willing to try me

I seemed so easily impressed
But you lost my interest
I'm not demanding, I only go for the best
So if this is all you've got you won't pass my test

I don't ask for much
You could join in on my fun
And maybe this will turn into a crush
But then you'd better be a damn special someone

Too much fun for my head

Insecurity, I hate this insecurity
I won't die if you say no
Cause I am fine with just me
I don't need someone else to be happy

You're not the last man on earth
I'll find my match, I know
You're just what I think I deserve
You're a great reflection of what I'm worth

I allowed you in my bed
And I let my thoughts go
You're too much in my head
And we didn't even do "that"

And now it's quiet
I've got to stop staring at my phone
I know exactly what you did
And I can't stop thinking about it

You're smart, you're pretty
You're funny, witty, with integrity
We could be clones,
You are the male version of me

You're too much fun for my head
You fit me like a glove
You're the man I wish I'd never met
If you don't fall in love

About a boy's mother

She's a fighter to admire
There aren't many like her
Close your eyes and you'll find her
She lives in a place in your mind
Where you can hide in times
When life isn't so nice
When you don't know what's coming due
Or whatever you're going through
Just remember what she fought for lives on in you

Boundaries

So many people stuck between the boundaries of their personality
But you can overcome yourself and grow
If you are open for change I'll show
I'll show the way to be truly happy

Almost

I need a grip on the situation
I am running off with my imagination
I think more than is good for me
Can you handle me crazy?
What if this could be real?
What if you are my ideal?
It's hard for me to just let things happen
I wanna be in control cause I have no weapons
If I'm going down, I'll be going down hard

Hell Yeah

I'm ready
For everything crazy
That fate has in store for me
No more
Afraid of the scarecrow
I have learned to let it go
I have overcome myself

All bark and no bite

You have more self love than Saddam Hoessein had
You're all bark and no bite
But I know the insides of a head like that
You're trying to tempt me to fight
Your imagination goes far beyond oblivion
I'm sure you lie about a thing or two
I know what your big mouth is living on
Your tough act is too easy to see through
No woman can turn this prince into a king
Cause you need all your love for yourself
There's no point in sharing
Funny, witty remarks only go skin deep
At some point your big mouth becomes boring

Game queen

You're gonna need that angel on your shoulder
I'm gonna make you go crazy
You're gonna think "I've got her"
But you barely know me
I'm gonna drive you insane
I'm gonna make you mad
You had no idea woman could be so vain
And it could hit you so bad
I know how to play this game
I could make you eat out of my hand
I know no guilt, conscience or shame
I'm the psychologist and you're all just men

Freezing tears

I said forever and I lied
I said I'd never give up and I tried
And I never thought I'd feel
That it's over and it's real

I called you my one and only
But you're only not the one
You're my best friend until the end
The end of what we once begun

And I never thought I'd hurt you
You're the sweetest all the way
Sometimes I think I don't deserve you
Too demanding and against the grain

I hate to say I hope you'll find her
The one that fits you like a glove
The woman that makes you forget me
The one that will bring you true love

I am crying as I write this
My tears are freezing on my skin
I hate the way it is
But I have to realize I can't change a thing

I hate to say "all for the best"

I try to tell myself
I know all about mental health
I could cry myself a headache
But it won't bring the feeling back

I know what's at the other end of the rainbow
I thought it was you, but I found myself there
I have to realize no more castles in the skies
I am in John Mayer's heartbreak warfare

I have to do it by myself, whatever it is I need
I can't depend on others for heart feed
I needed more than you were giving
And you and I haven't changed a thing

Before my thoughts go off to wander
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
I see your penny still hasn't dropped
So it's all for the best we stopped

The storm in my head

So now it comes
I realize I don't call you at night
Before I go to sleep
So now I feel
You're not the one to tell me it will be alright
And I just need to sleep on it a night
So now it boils down
You're not the sweater I cry wet when I feel bad
You're not around
It feels so strange
I can talk to you like nothing's changed
Like we're still the same
It's like you were never gone
And I still wanna say I love you when I hang up the phone
But I am on my own
I can't believe
You're not the one for me but it still feels like you should be
I still think I belong in your arms

Berry

I wish I could just go back to when we started
That Queensday I asked if you were in love with me
We went to the beach and I farted
I was relieved that you thought it was funny

I remember that sunny day at the beach
I forgot my bikini and lay down in my thong
There was barely a body part out of your reach
But still you were a gentleman all along

And our first vacation you were in charge
You spoke Spanish and led the way
You asked the way around to the cool bars
And finally left my big mouth with nothing to say

I will always be thankful we met
Four and a half years I will never regret
Four and a half years I will never forget
And it still isn't over yet

I wish I could turn the clock back around
I wish I could call you up and say we'll figure it out
I don't wanna hear you say out loud
That you knew we couldn't go through
And there won't be a rebound

I hate fate

I never hated fate so much
Why couldn't it just be you?
Why couldn't I have an everlasting crush
Our whole life through?

I never hated destiny so bad
Why couldn't you be my happily ever after?
I thought my search ended like that
And we would always be together

I will always love you
You will always be my soulmate
And I hate destiny
And I hate fate

I guess

I shattered my own dream
I had my whole life planned
We had it all, but weren't the best team
I felt taken for granted

I want the best
I will treat you like a prince
If you treat me like your princess
My time will come I guess

Living it half

So many people go through life
Living it half
They don't know they do
They don't think about their mental health

I see you smiling through life
You think this is happiness
This is only half your endorphins at work
You're settling for less

You don't see
You don't know
Look at me
I wanna show the way to go

I wanna bring intensity
Make you feel what you say
Wanna show you your real identity
Make your endorphins go all the way