Monday, March 8, 2010

Impatience

I ain't good at the hard to get tactic
Right now I am mostly too horny to be in public
But unfortunately my dates are only good at one thing:
Keeping me waiting and/or canceling
So hurry up and give me a chance
To get rid of my impatience
But on the other hand
I don't have to wait for men
So nevermind them, I've got other plans
I'm better off having fun with friends

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Join in on my fun

I'm living at the perfect pace
Always some friends over at my place
Laughter, fun, I'm always in on some
I couldn't be happier except for love
The best high is yet to come
And when it comes I'm gonna be sky high
I can teach you how to fly
I've got so much love to share
Someday, somewhere, someone
Will join in on my fun

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Crossing Borders

I need someone who will conquer the world with me
Someone who'll think beyond boundaries
Someone who will cross borders
Someone who will go further
Someone who's a fighter
Fight for me
And we'll be better than you imagined us to be

I need someone who wants to conquer me
Someone who can handle my boundaries
Someone who can take me over borders
Someone who will take me further
Someone who likes a fighter
I'll fight for you
And we'll do better than you thought we'd do

Beach Life

Can't wait for the summer sun
The sea is the only one
Who can entirely capture me
And as I land on the shore
I couldn't wish for more
Life at the beach is like that
I can grab a wave from underneath my bed
Sand in our ears and our hair
But no one cares
Salt stains on our skin
Nothing can change the mood we're in
Nowhere else we'd rather be
My friends and me
Just some wine, sunshine
And life at the beach is divine

Wish for Silence

I wouldn't mind a little silence in my head
Maybe not have a thought for a minute
Remember that day at the beach?
We climbed the fence and had a wodka bottle each
Just the wind blowing through our hair
No thought in my mind while sitting there
Watching clouds pass by
Maybe something I'll do with my next guy
But when I sit there alone
My thoughts just go on and on
and on

Sorry to tell you the truth

Le Louvre, Le Centre Pompidou
Zandvoort, Breda, D'Anvers
Anywhere
With you
Trying to save what I could
Next time things get boring
I hope I'll have a man who'll make up stuff to do too

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Blow my mind

I can't promise forever twice
So the next man better be right
I better sleep on things a night
Before I let him blow my mind

Thinking that I think

You are so well designed
I have only one thought in mind
I can't keep track of my thoughts
Cause you make me want a lot
I think of broad shoulders
You getting me on this roller coaster
I think of you reading this
Thinking what did I miss?
That she's already thinking of that
The woman must be mad
All these thoughts running through my head
I think that I think, but I'm just thinking that

Playground

The world is my playground
What am I doing here?
The most boring country
But with the chance of a career

I would love to go away from this
Forget I am Dutch
Although I know I'd miss
My friends and family much

Sometimes everything's so boring
But there are many opportunities
To grow beyond myself
If I visit different countries

When will I go?

Heart-shaped eyes

Guys with heart-shaped eyes
I see them everywhere
And they don't just look, they stare
I hear their despair and sighs

Someday there will be a dude
Who can sigh and still be cool
If he's gruesomely hot, he'll make me drool
And I'll have heart-shaped eyes too

Monday, March 1, 2010

Anyday you want it

Do not except any less
Than the most awesome whackness
Be prepared for the best heartbeats
That make you wanna stomp your feet
You wanna know what I'm all about?
I'm here to make you scream and shout
I can entertain your brain
I can excite and ignite
All your chemicals
The one and only truth is:
Never a dull moment with Chris

Thursday, February 25, 2010

The way it ought to be

I get so tired of the way things ought to be
Why can't I just be me?
So what I haven't found mister Right?
I don't have domestic dreams every night
Just me is just fine
I'm sure I'll find someone somewhere along the line

This is my life and the way I live it
Maybe not the future you had designed for me
But I think my life is absolutely splendid
And I like to do things that make me happy

I get so tired of the way things ought to be
Why can't I just be me?
So what I drink a little too much wine?
So what I come home late Friday and Saturday night?
I feel I am doing just fine
I don't have to be Miss Goody Two Shoes all the time

This is my life and the way I live it
Maybe not the future you had designed for me
But I think my life is absolutely splendid
And I do not live to make you happy

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Mom & Dad

You say you love me no matter what I do
But it always feels like you would love me more
If I would act like you want me to

Obliged to take you into account
My whole life, my every move
My own opinion doesn't count

I must respect your authority
And always follow your orders
There's no room to be me

You wonder why I am so insecure?
I'm intelligent and good looking
I'm popular, I've got a great sense of humor

I was just never good enough
There was always something I should do better
And now you're old and begging for my love

I've become more self-assured and you know why?
I see you act and all those things I recognize
You are my mirror in life

I act like you, think again, reconsider
It makes me happy and love myself
You've passed the age of insight, you've turned bitter

I wish that I could make you see
But if I would tell you how to be better
I would do the same thing you did to me

For years I've puzzled why can't you let me be?
But I lived at your disposal
There to fulfill your emotional needs
Now I know you're a narcissist and I can't fill your soul's hole

01.50 AM

Sometimes I think why did we meet
If it wasn't meant to be?
I barely remember what it felt like
Even though we broke up only four months ago
Four and a half years is a long time
You're even on my sister's wedding video
And they're not even together anymore
How could I have gotten over you so fast?
It seems everybody's breaking up
Will anything last?

Monday, February 22, 2010

Find yourself

For me all the awnsers I need are so easy
You don't have a clue
If you could see yourself, you'd see what I see
And you'd know what to do

You're sick of yourself
Everyday is a 100 kilo battle against the scale
I wish I could help
Stop you from feeling like a whale

You lose, you gain
You hate, you love
Yourself
What is hidden behind it?
Why can't you find it?
You need to find yourself