I want you

The feeling of fright and despair
Sometimes I can have it everywhere
The yearning for a touch, a hand, I glow
Wishing for a similar soul
Somewhere out there
I know

Here's a major shift of confidence
I've got everybody in my hands
I don't have to be scared, I know
But I look for a similar soul
It'll come
I just want it to be you

What friends are for

Whenever your life is too hardcore
Let me show you what I am here for
What is this thing I've caught?
I can entertain myself with thoughts
I'm high on my own happiness
I wanna get you out of this mess
And share some of these neurotransmitters
That make me dance, laugh and jitter
It's unfair I am on this cloud
When you just fell down
Let me fix your mental health
Let me make you love yourself
Until you're high like me
I love me, I love everybody and I feel lovely
You can cry, be sad and angry
You can scream and kick me
Please let me make you less bitter
Let me trigger your neurotransmitters
It's been so long since
Your life was ruled by endorphins
But don't throw your love life away with the litter
Cause you need to love yourself

The next part of my history

Your future is suppose to be
The next part of my history
We could share the same enemies
Cause people are jealous of you and me
We could add happy to happy
Cause we would match perfectly

Seven year itch

You couldn't disappoint her more
You couldn't hit her harder
You don't break up until you're sure
You already have someone to use after her

She deserved to know
When things went wrong
But you didn't show
Whatever was going on

You said it was now or never
If I don't leave now, I doubt if I'll ever
Did you ever think about her?
Or were you just too happy you were secure
And glad you aren't alone without her?

Go bananas!

She should be independent
Preferably non religious
She shouldn't mind your female friends
And not be the type that gets jealous

You want to have children
But she should also have a career
She should have her own opinion
Be creative and have her own ideas

You don't like 'em boring
She should be a little nuts
So she can handle your crazy things
And respond likewise cause she's got guts

She should be intelligent
She should fit in your schedule
And have some real friends
When there's guys' night, she has her girls

Boy, I thought I was demanding,
But I have found my match
You're more than outstanding
Like you're the perfect catch

But I saw you and I knew
I have the same wish list
Finally someone who's demanding too
Who likes to know stuff before we kiss

You and I should act like apes
So pick up that phone cause
We can hang at my place
And go bananas

Patience

I hate that I have to be patient and wait
For the day my dreams will match up with my fate
We're young we've still got more time than money
All the time in the world is standing between you and me
You're not in a hurry, your patience is great
You can wait for your dreams to match up with your faith
You're not scared, everything's always okay
I just need to have more faith that it'll come someday

This could happen to you

You haven't really seen me yet
Let me make an impression you won't forget
I am your female equivalent
I am more than you wished for in a girlfriend
I am all this and heaven too
I am what you never thought would happen to you

If I were a man I'd be your best friend
Social, funny, never boring and intelligent
Pick up the phone and call
Otherwise it won't happen at all
I am all this and heaven too
I am what could happen to you

New Friends

Hello my new friends,
Do you believe in coincidence?
Don't you think it's strange our stories crossed,
When I became happy and you got lost?
So our relationships failed
But I'm sure someone will come along to start a new fairytale
I am here to lend a hand
And to give you faith in love again

Hit-or-miss

I'm no friends with maybe
I'm no friends with perhaps
I'm not a fan of we'll see
Or I'll think about that

I want an awnser
I'm the impatient kind
I can be very mature
But you make me lose my mind

So I blurt out
About how I feel
Always when in doubt
I manage to squeel

You wanted to know me
So if you can handle this
It's time to show me
I'm done with the hit-or-miss

Damn

My grass is so much greener
My sun shines a lot brighter
My thing is so much better
I've got my act together

Everybody loves me
I love everybody
You could fit in nicely
But only if you're willing to try me

I seemed so easily impressed
But you lost my interest
I'm not demanding, I only go for the best
So if this is all you've got you won't pass my test

I don't ask for much
You could join in on my fun
And maybe this will turn into a crush
But then you'd better be a damn special someone

Too much fun for my head

Insecurity, I hate this insecurity
I won't die if you say no
Cause I am fine with just me
I don't need someone else to be happy

You're not the last man on earth
I'll find my match, I know
You're just what I think I deserve
You're a great reflection of what I'm worth

I allowed you in my bed
And I let my thoughts go
You're too much in my head
And we didn't even do "that"

And now it's quiet
I've got to stop staring at my phone
I know exactly what you did
And I can't stop thinking about it

You're smart, you're pretty
You're funny, witty, with integrity
We could be clones,
You are the male version of me

You're too much fun for my head
You fit me like a glove
You're the man I wish I'd never met
If you don't fall in love

About a boy's mother

She's a fighter to admire
There aren't many like her
Close your eyes and you'll find her
She lives in a place in your mind
Where you can hide in times
When life isn't so nice
When you don't know what's coming due
Or whatever you're going through
Just remember what she fought for lives on in you

Boundaries

So many people stuck between the boundaries of their personality
But you can overcome yourself and grow
If you are open for change I'll show
I'll show the way to be truly happy

Almost

I need a grip on the situation
I am running off with my imagination
I think more than is good for me
Can you handle me crazy?
What if this could be real?
What if you are my ideal?
It's hard for me to just let things happen
I wanna be in control cause I have no weapons
If I'm going down, I'll be going down hard

Hell Yeah

I'm ready
For everything crazy
That fate has in store for me
No more
Afraid of the scarecrow
I have learned to let it go
I have overcome myself