Thorny rose

I am a damaged girl with a past
Every time I get happy I wonder if it'll last
I lost my faith in men
I always think I'll end up alone again

Who dares to love me?
Who dares to love this thorny rose?
It looks to lovely
But it hurts when you come to close

Promise me no promises
I drive myself crazy with my thoughts
I shouldn't give in to this
These crazy ideas and these plots

Can you teach me how to breathe again?
Can you restore my faith in men?
Can you love me without running away?
Accept that I'm crazy and still choose to stay?

Mental criminal record

Do I still like myself after the crimes I committed for attention?
I am a prisoner of my own mind waiting to be released from detention
I am mentally resigned when I am looking for love and affection
Didn't momma teach wrong from right regarding sexual attraction?

I have gone down the wrong road looking for confirmation
It's nice you want to f*ck me all but I need a true love relation
How could I let myself slip down this slippery slope?
How could I have lost myself and lost my last bit of hope?

I hung around too long, it became too obvious
I was that girl pretending to be looking for "just lust"
Everyone could see I was surrounded by loneliness
I felt everyone looked at me like I was a waste and a mess

And I'm ashamed to look in the mirror cause what I'll see
Is my mental criminal record and my drugs and sex CV
But I can't turn back time, in order to be happy
I must learn I can't love anyone if I can't love or forgive me

Magic

I believe in karma, cause revenge is not done
All you who hurt me, will be the lonely ones
Cause I have a man who believes in me
Who knows my darkest thoughts and doesn't leave

We don't have to be perfect, cause we're good enough
We finally understand the mathmatics of love
Searching for perfection is wrong
Cause we have had this connection all along
You are the closest to magic I will ever come

Dear me

Dear me,
I've become all that I wanted to be
I am freed of childhood bullies
I have won the quest for popularity
I wanna be the best friend I could be
I wanna hear all your stories
But it's too much to help you all personally

Dear you,
I've been searching for the best
I've put put myself to the test
I've had you all in my bed
All who thought I was a nice piece of flesh
Now I can say I've no interest
Cause true love has answerd my quest