Gedichtje :-D

Het is zo snel gegaan
Het was net een schoolreisje
Eerst zat ik nog in de achtbaan
Op de fiets naar de Shell voor een Ben en Jerry's ijsje

Het grootst pretpark: jouw slaapkamer
Hoewel de trap en de badkamer het ook goed deden
De volgende dag op werk de man met de hamer
Maar intussen smsen over hoe lekker hij erin was gegleden

Als ik Sinterklaas met jou zou vieren was je de lul in elk gedicht
Er rijmt best wel veel op happy feet
Tosti paradijs, klaarkomen in mijn gezicht
Biertjes drinken en hasj en wiet

Puistje uitknijpen terwijl ik aan de telefoon zit, ik was meer fan je andere lichaamssappen...
Op de maat van de muziek liggen snurken op de bank
Allebei op dezelfde dag op Sjaaks staart trappen
Als ze mij ziet wordt ze meteen weer bang

Oh had ik maar een foto van je helmet hair in Rosmalen
Of van die blik toen ik terugrufte die keer in de keuken
Of van die keer toen Sjaak 's nachts haar gram kwam halen
Dat ze tegen het raam sprong voor aandacht omdat ze ons hoorde n**ken

Oh well...

Perfect symmetry

I have to live and learn
Things I can't change, I must accept
Even though all I want to do is object
But nobody's perfect

Here I am again saying I hate fate
Why couldn't it just be you?
Why couldn't you have an everlasting crush?
Our whole lives through?

I still can't believe this happened to me
Our bodies seemed to synchronize
We had perfect symmetry
We had the same fire in our eyes

Will I ever experience that again
With any other man...?

Can't let go

I am dynamite and you provide the spark
One touch, one look and I'll explode
But could you come back and pick up the pieces?
Cause I can't let you go

There will never be another you

There will be many other nights like this
And I'll be standing here with someone new
There will be other songs to sing
Another fall, another spring
But there will never be
Another you

There will be other lips that I may kiss
But they won't thrill me like yours used to do
Yes I may dream a million dreams
But how can they come true
If there will never ever be another you?

Memory of you

I keep the memory of your body
In my hands, on my fingertips
Last Wednesday I kissed somebody
But it didn't feel like your lips

I can't get rid of it
The memory of your skin
Everytime I touch someone a little bit
I am looking for that feeling

No one kisses like that
No one feels like you do
No one is this good in bed
There will never be another you

Turn back time for this one thing...

Don't you ever think the slightest bit
There will never be sex as good as this
And there's a reason for it?

No matter what you say you miss
You and me had chemistry
I doubt if I'll ever find something like this

You don't know me

So you said you got to know me better
But how can you know me when you don't even know yourself?
You said you didn't see us get old together
But you don't know who I am

It was only a glimpse of me you caught
Psychologically you're even less than a nitwit
You thought I gave everything I got
So you thought this was it?

So you said you got to know my true personality
And that's why you felt less and less love for me
You only loved me cause it was something new
You only loved me cause I gave good sex to you

Right now there's only space for you
You can't handle women no matter what they do
Cause you only think about you
You broke up with me and all you asked was if I wouldn't get back at you

You, you, you, you, you, you, you!!!!

Mae

I've known you for half my life
Times will come when we will share more past
Than future
Cause boyfriends and jobs may not always last
But we're for sure

Ostrichism

Where do I keep finding these men?
That will never see, never understand
You go through life with your head stuck in the sand
Your willful ignorance
Will keep you from any chance
To look at yourself the way you are and make amends
You'll never find rest
You'll never pass this life's test
Even if she's a psychologist trying for the best
You don't know what you want
You can't explain how you feel
You tell me that you love me when it ain't real
Do you even know what love is?

Drop dead, gorgeous!

You break my heart at a party
You let me bike home alone on XTC
You let me bike home with more than I could carry
I was alone in your house for hours
I was crying in your bed, I was crying in your shower
I wanted to go home, but the drugs took all my powers
You don't call or sms to ask if I'm okay
You're only concerned if this won't get in your way
If we can still bump into each other and say hey
There are so many things I forget
But I still remember every fucking word you said
The night before I asked where we were at
You reassured my feelings, took away doubts and concerns too
Four days without me, turned out to be a test for you
Why was I with you this weekend if you knew we were through?
I have more emotions than just lust
I swallowed your cum cause I believed in us
Drop dead, gorgeous!

Eddy

I'm not the mad kind
Revenge takes too much effort
But still I'm going out of my mind
Even though it lasted so short

Didn't you say a week ago
This was too beautiful to let go?
And now you're surprised I didn't know
You said you had obviously shown

But you said saturdaynight
We can call this a relationship
Don't you think you're a liar?
Or did you really mean it?

.....

When I sleep, I don't feel
I can dream it's not real
I can pretend it never happened at all
Pretend you never broke my heart
You never stole my soul
And then just let me fall
I had to wake up with you
Cause you were gone all night long
And left me in shock on my own

Eddy again and again and again

You caught my eye
You caught my mind
You stole my life
But it's alright

You took my lungs
I breathe your rhythm
I sing your songs
But it's alright

Your eyes set fire
Your kiss burns
You fill me with desire
And steal my nights

If I don't see you in the daylight
You'll come to me in my dreams at night
Whatever, whenever, you're always on my mind

What's wrong?

Why do you make me hit rock bottom before I can get up again?
I just wanna see you everyday, even if it's just for a minute or ten
Your sms's make it seem like we're in some kind of contest
We have to keep distance otherwise we'll fail the test
I think it's ridiculous
I just wanna come by your house
I promise I won't stick around
But I can't promise we won't get aroused
Just one touch from those lips
Just one touch from those fingertips
Just those arms around my hips
I want you so bad
Tell me what's wrong with that?

Lot of a lot

Me and my man we've got this relationship
Sometimes I miss him so bad it almost makes me sick
I just wanna be in his arms every day and night
His lips so soft, his blue eyes reflect light
All day long I think of his broad shoulders
My heart is racing over 200 miles per hour
He is so hot, he is so well designed
I constantly have only one thought in mind
I can't keep track of my thoughts
He makes me want a lot of a lot

On the brake

If I would tell you how I feel would you get scared?
If I would make you feel what I feel would you feel pressured?
I know you like to take it slow, afraid to lose what we've got
But my love is on the brake, you're not even getting half the lot
All I see is you're battling, way too afraid to lose control
But If I love you more, it doesn't mean I'll swallow you whole
Don't be so scared I'll take over your house or your life
You are stuck in thoughts cause you think it doesn't feel right
But those thoughts have got nothing to do with me
I just wanna love you, I respect you and your boundaries

I also wanna tear down that wall you've been building
When can I show you my real thing?
When can I take it off the brake?
When are you ready for full speed?
Cause I respect you, but I also have some needs
I think you can only see my real me
As soon as you understand yourself more precisely
Cause if you know you, you'll see
Claiming, in need of entertainment, that's not me
All that you misinterpret
I wanna get it out of your head
If you are willing to open up for it
I'll show you the real you bit by bit

Enlighten

I need your attention to feed me
I need nice things to shape my identity
I need identity to be happy
What I really need is to be free

I think therefore I am
Are my thoughts and feelings who I am?
If it's a choice to feel and think what I want?
Am I mean if I think mean thoughts?

Am I sweet if I think sweet thoughts?
Do my thoughts and emotions define me?
Cause if I change my mind I'll be a different person constantly
Can I enlighten myself?

Tell me

I'll make heads turn wherever we are
I'll make love like a porn star
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

I'll teach you all about psychological wealth
Cause I can make you feel cool about yourself
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

I'll cook you the best meals
I'll be so good it's almost surreal
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

You'll love all my best friends
We'll always have fun every weekend
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

I'll take you to places you've never been
I'll show you things you've never seen
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

I'll give you the best music straight from the scene
I'll show you moves and I'll be your dancing queen
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

I'll bring you art and poetry
I'll bring you literature and chemistry
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

I'll blend right in with your friends
Cause you and me match immense
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

Humor and fun, laughing it is
Never a dull moment with Chris
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

I'll never bore you, I'll always adore you
As long as you'll say you adore me too
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me

Capitol E, Capitol C

Don't ever lose the fire in your eyes
When my new lingerie gets you paralyzed
Don't ever lose that look on your face
When I've cooked some amazing tastes
Don't ever lose that smile from ear to ear
When I know exactly what music you like to hear
Don't ever lose those butterflies
When you notice we're like dynamite
Don't ever stop when you're on a roll
Talking about work, the weekend or football
Don't ever stop making me scream your name
When you and me are making the bed flame
Don't ever stop glowing when you realize
Our dance moves are almost synchronized
Don't ever stop feeling happy when you see
Everything simply rhymes between you and me
I love you with a capitol E, you love me with a capitol C

The way you react

Screw your head off your body
Let's look inside
All those thoughts about me
Ain't always right
I never tried to claim you
So I can't claim you any less
You say you can't do what you want to do
And I make your agenda a mess
But honey you can't blame me
Cause you invited me in
And then you feel like you have to entertain me
But I never asked for such a thing
You feel like I call you to account
But you change plans all of a sudden
I just want to know what it's all about
Cause you never asked my opinion
I thought I was in this thing too
But you don't negotiate
Everything is decided by you
And then I end up getting blamed
Cause I don't like the last minute change
It's not an interrogantion
That I just like to have it explained
So next time I can avoid this situation
If you want to do something
Tell me beforehand
So we can do some planning
And you don't have to feel claimed in the end
Why do you get all these feelings?
It's not because of the way I act
I never did any of these things
It's the way you react

My heart is so merry

Some people think others are ignorant and dumb
If they don't know where their feelings are coming from
I find it important to think about how you could be
Especially if you feel bad about hurting me
So if you open up and feel the necessity
It's never dumb, there are no false answers, just you trying to see
So I will give you all the necessary clues
But if you want to know how you work, you must think too
Cause I can't change someone's mental health
You can only do that by yourself
But I will love you all the same if this will never change
I feel like I'll learn from hurt and pain
Quitting is for losers, I must sustain
It's my own choice to feel this way
I know you don't mean half of what you say
I can bend that slap in my face
Cause you have your own feelings misplaced
As soon as I know you better
I can keep myself together
I'll be able to anticipate to it
Cause you say what you want and act the opposite
I interpret your behavior, not your thoughts
Cause you don't understand half of the feelings you've got
Tough times don't last, tough people do
You learn from me, but I most certainly learn from you
Whatever you do, I know it comes from your heart
I'll accept, I'll feel merry, cause I am resilient

Missiles

Defensive
Like I would wanna boss you around
As if
Aggressive
This is where you draw the line
As if

As if I would want to fight
As if I will take over your life
As if you don't have any say in this
As if your vote is being dismissed
As if you think I won't listen to you
As if I won't respect your point of view

Overprotective
Like I won't accept your boundaries
As if
Offensive
I'm here to please you, not to seize you
As if

As if your vote won't count
As if you won't get your word out
As if you won't be heard
As if you don't rule your own world
As if you need to be ready for war
When I haven't said a thing so far

It's not going to be a debate
You can say what you wanna say
You can be what you want to be
You don't have to fire missiles at me
I won't push you around at all
But yet you always feel like you're with your back against the wall

As if I want to be the boss
As if you'll never get your point across
As if you have to be against the grain
Or else I'll be your ball and chain
As if your opinion doesn't matter
As if it needs to be battled

Stop to think and reconsider
I only want this thing to get better
Whatever you do I will respect
Whatever you need I won't object
I'm your lover, not your enemy
Stop firing your missiles at me

See yourself in a bird's eye view
See the way others look at you
Check yourself from above
Battling with love
Relax and let us be as good as we can be
Stop firing missiles at me
Whatever you want, whatever you need
I'll always listen carefully

No remorse anymore

I was the always and secure
So jealousy would never occur
You never really showed me
And I felt you owed me
I thought you had it coming all along
But there's no excuse for my wrong
You thought you had my love
But you didn't know what I was capable of
If everybody's out hunting and you stay home
Do you expect they'll leave me alone?
I just passed the scene of the crime
But you go your way and I go mine
And I will never forget
I was the one who always said
There's no right way of loving
Everybody's got their own thing
You show it your way, I do to
But I never really felt it from you
So I dreamed about others
About kissing them in dark bars
You always left me hanging there
I found the perfect excuse for an affair
Sometimes the male attention is so sickening
I only wished for one thing:
You should have made me feel regret
Told me you love me, dragged me to bed
Come pick me up, showed them I'm yours
But now it's too late for remorse

Too hard

You go with the flow
Then you stop to think "no"
I've become more flexible than a gymnastics pro

You see things that aren't there
You start gasping for air
All the while I'm left completely unaware

Suddenly I realise
That stare in those blue eyes
Means nothing but trouble in paradise

Honey please you think too hard
But maybe you should think before you start
Before you let it get out of hand
You always realize afterwards this ain't what you planned
You say you wanna go slow
I don't mind whatever you want I'll go with your flow
You say this shouldn't become an issue
You haven't heard yourself talking, cause that's exactly what you do
You don't know what's going on inside my brain
Yet you fill me in and think I expect to be entertained

You change your plans late
You feel like you suffocate
Isn't love suppose to make you feel great?

I'm nothing like that
This is all inside your head
Stop thinking and have fun with me instead

My presence in the weekends has become naturally
You don't know what's inside my head obviously
Cause no matter how often I'm around you still don't get me

Honey please you think too hard
Halfway you realize you are a little off guard
Maybe you should think about other stuff
Just let us be funny and sexy and completely in love
You say you wanna go slow
But whatever you want I doubt if you really know
You say this shouldn't become an issue
But you keep bringing it up every two weeks or so
I never wanna get you chained
I've got my own life I'm not the kind that needs to be entertained

Just let go of the control
Don't feel bad about it all
I know you'll manage, we'll stand tall

Please don't forget me
It feels a little like I've lost my vote lately
And maybe I also have some ideas about how we could be
So please don't think too hard about this, baby

My Funny Valentine

(My favorite lovesong ever, if I could ever write this good)

My funny Valentine
Sweet comic Valentine
You make me smile with my heart
Your looks are laughable
Unphotographable
Yet you're my favourite work of art
Is your figure less than Greek
Is your mouth a little weak
When you open it to speak
Are you smart
But don't change a hair for me
Not if you care for me
Stay little Valentine stay
Each day is Valentine's day

Rough (2009)

Can you kill an animal with bare hands?
Can you lift me up and walk me around?
Can you fight like a real man?
Can you fix my car when it’s broken down?

I know your sweet loving is fine
And you understand my period
And you like to take your time
But please skip foreplay when I’m already hot

I need a rough man
To tell me bear liver is poisonous
To climb a tree to pick an apple for me
Who takes muscle strength quite serious

Do you know how to grind a knife?
Are you strong enough to break a fork in two?
Do you experience the least bit of fright,
Facing lions that escaped from the zoo?

You’re upset when you’re stung by a bee
You don’t mind when you didn’t come
You’re weak cause you’re in love with me
Are you fooling your own testosterone?

I need a rough man
To knock a burglar unconscious
To dive into the sea to catch a shell for me
Who takes muscle strength quite serious
I need a rough man!

Your name rhymes with horny (and f*ck me)

My heart hits itself unconscious
I see that look in your eyes
I see your tensed muscles
I feel you deep inside

I feel your heartbeat all over your body
You make me wanna scream and beg
I hear you breathe heavily
You fit so perfectly between my legs

Your hand fits exactly around my breast
My nails dig in your back and your behind
I lick your muscled chest
Your lips match mine so divine

Your tongue hits the right place
You make my body shake hard
My mind is going outerspace
I feel you in every bodypart

You know exactly how to grab a hold of me
I know it sounds hard to believe
But the way you're doing me, Eddy
Is exactly as I had always dreamed in my fantasies

My favorite meat

You're funny, you're upbeat
You're just like me
You're joyful and you're happy feet
You're just what I need

You're pretty, you're sweet
You're just like me
I think I'm gonna have to face defeat
You make me wanna go dancin' in the street

You're sexy, you're a treat
You're just like me
You're so f*king good between the sheets
You're my favorite meat

Cliché about me

My first boyfriend made me drawings and paintings
The second one bought me nice expensive things
But you go beyond creativity and diamond ear rings
Cause you, you make loving fun
You do things no one else has ever done
You laugh about all my jokes, even the corny ones
I don't need no Picasso or lots of money
You have personality, you're upbeat and funny
You acknowledge me and all my qualities
You could never bore me
As long as you adore me
Tell me what I want to hear
And I will always love you dear

Inner voice

If I could turn you inside out
And see where those thoughts sprout
The situation is not that bad
But the thoughts you've had
Are your inner voice
And the feelings you give to it
They are a conscious choice
Just like I choose to live with it

If you turn me inside out
You'll find a conscious choice
To live with your doubts
Cause my inner voice
Doesn't count
An emotion doesn't last long
A second of chemistry between neurons
If I don't want it to linger on
I choose not to get stuck in too much thinking
I live by my gut feeling
Sometimes only time can tell
Sometimes you have to give in
Don't be afraid your life will end
Be afraid it will never begin

Oh yeah

You have no idea what you do to me
There's even something sexy in the way you breathe
The smell of your sweat makes me horny
All day long I think about touching your body
I think about how hard you make love to me
No one has ever made me feel so sexy
You and me we've got a doctoral in chemistry
I feel like I could spend my life
Traveling every inch of your body each night
And still discover something new each time

My friends

I never have to worry with you
There's always something cool coming due
We're having a nice day ahead
You sms it'll be groovy, awesome and solid
My friends are so relaxed
I never have to worry what's next
Never a dull moment
It's always fun from breakfast 'til breakfast
All night and day it'll last
Cause my friends are the best!

What's simple is true

So many things you say you want to discover
But who says you can't get there with a new lover?
Maybe I can make you see things in a different light
We don't have to be perfect, but we're all right
Cause I don't need much to be happy, I guess
I watch you fall asleep as you watch me undress

Oh simplicity
Is doing it for me
But when you
Start thinking harder than I do
You've made it
A little complicated

I got in your life, I stole your mind
Leave all your ideas about right and wrong behind
Let go of those thoughts and just feel desired
Cause I can set your soul on fire
We both blend in so perfectly with each others friends
And that's what I find important

Oh simplicity
Is doing it for me
But when you
Start thinking harder than I do
You've made it
A little complicated

Everybody's got their something
So you go ahead and rethink things
You bend your dents
Or make new ones again
I know I don't want to change a thing about you
You can be complicated as long as you need to

Love thyself

I am free
Of former ideas and thoughts
Everything I told myself I should be
I should not

No more monologue inside me
Nothing I have to prove
I know what I can be
Anything will do

It's so liberating
I can shape myself in any way
My brain stopped debating
Whatever I am, it's always okay

Insight?

I think I know what you mean
A sight I had not foreseen
But I've had some time to reconsider
Your reactions a bit further

In-laws, expectations
Responsibility, obligations
Adjusting your life to fit me in
I can understand that's not happening

But can I still be in your dreams?
Where your thoughts can be free
Can I still be the girl in your fantasies?
And drop by your house when you want to see me?

XTC (Xtreme Times with Chris)

Let me take you to the moon and back
Let me give you a heart attack
Don't live by your thoughts, live by the gut
Let me be your homie, let me be your best bud
It's nothing but fun, fun, fun
I'll give you a dancing sun
I'll rock your ass
I'll make you laugh
Come and dance along with me
I'll be better than XTC

All I need

You think you know what I need
You think I need more than your feed
Maybe I am too simple to be true
All I need is attention from you
I don't need poetry in return
I don't need you to learn what I've learned
I don't need correct spelling in your sms's
In fact I couldn't care less!
I don't care how many books you've read
I just want to be in your head
Tell me how I impress you because
I need acknowledgment and applause
From the man with the bluest eyes
The man with the biggest smile
The happiest face, the cutest behind
And a personality that goes on for miles
I want you to say you want me more and more
Cause all I am is an attention whore

1 mei

Mijn hoofd lag in een spagaat
We stuiterden over straat
En wat had jij jezelf aangepraat?
Je bent echt niet beter af als je mij verlaat

Mijn benen zweven door de lucht, ik ga over de kop
Geen achtbaan kan tegen jouw liefde op
Jij snapt mijn Beach Life gedicht, daarom weet ik dat het tussen ons klopt
En het mooie is, we zitten nog laaaang niet op onze top

We matchen, we maken op dezelfde manier plezier
We hebben allebei het concentratievermogen van een goudvis
We zijn allebei een enorm sociaal dier
Vrienden, terrassen, barbecueën, strand, klaar voor de start: Bier!

Zoveel heb ik niet nodig om gelukkig te zijn
Ik word blij van je gekookte ei
Van je bouwfucker smsjes en je vrolijkheid
En dat je zo lekker verliefd bent op mij

Sinds ik afgestudeerd ben en niet meer tussen de boeken leef
Heb ik een geheugen als een zeef
Ik zit alleen maar bij vrienden en ik leef
Ik leef omdat er zoveel is waar ik niet meer om geef

Carrière, hoog salaris, mezelf bewijzen
Presteren, intelligentie en anderen op hun fouten wijzen
Ik ben er klaar mee, ik wil niet meer onder mezelf lijden
Ik wil mezelf ontplooien in vriendschappen en relaties en een goed mens zijn

Ik zal je alle tijd en ruimte geven
Als nog maar even wil blijven kleven
Dan kan ik je hier nu op dit briefje geven
Dat dit het beste en mooiste zal zijn wat je zal overkomen in je leven